Currently, I am jobless, and I am in extreme fear. I got a call for three interviews but no response from the employer. I have become very restless and full of tension. From January till this day, I have left four companies. I feel I have lost all my confidence and strength to stand up again. Every day I am living in severe mental pain and insecurity. I am feeling very insecure about my future. I am pursuing my graduation, and two more years are left to complete. My parents are assuring me to stay relaxed, but I cannot. I am repeating and saying the same thing about my frustration every day to my parents, but I cannot get relief. There are many things I can do to avoid this tension, but I cannot. I am becoming hopeless. I am unable to control myself and my thoughts. I am not getting any job to relieve this pain.
I have made mistakes by leaving some opportunities recently, and it is haunting me. It's been more than six months that I have been jobless. I have recently failed to go to a job as I had become nervous and had a panic attack. I have become clueless about what I will do in my life. Without a job, I will not be able to pay the fees for my class. I am lost. I am not getting what to do. I am scared of thinking about what will happen to me. I am not able to clear my mind to stay calm. Now I feel I will not be able to stand up again to work in a company. My mind is full of disturbance, and I cannot sleep properly. I feel like crying, but I cannot. I want to be back to normal again. Current medications I am taking are Demo 100 twice a day and tablet Populas gold once daily. Kindly help.