Hello, Welcome to icliniq.com. Firstly please do not feel sorry about the long list, Please relax. This does not sound like autism to me. In autism, there are issues with social communication, verbal communication, repeated stereotypic behaviours which I do no’t see in your description. What it looks like is that you have issues in managing your emotions and possibly relationships.
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