Patient's Query
Hello doctor,
I am 31 years old and have been battling severe treatment-resistant depression for 22 months, which has progressively worsened despite trying numerous approaches. My PHQ-9 (patient health questionnaire-9) score is 26, indicating severe depression with active suicidal ideation, including a specific plan, though I have not acted on it yet due to concern for my family.
I have failed trials of Sertraline 200 mg, Escitalopram 30 mg, Venlafaxine 375 mg, Duloxetine 120 mg, and Bupropion 450 mg. I am currently on a combination of Mirtazapine 45 mg plus Lithium 1200 mg with blood levels at 1.0 mEq/L. My neurotransmitter systems are not responding to standard pharmacotherapy. I have not been able to work for 14 months, and I am on long-term disability.
I can barely complete basic self-care tasks. I have lost 44 pounds because food tastes like cardboard, and I have to force myself to eat once daily. Sleep is either non-existent with two to three hours nightly, or I face hypersomnia, sleeping 16 plus hours and still feeling exhausted.
I completed 24 sessions of CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy), 16 sessions of DBT (Dialectical behavior therapy), and 12 sessions of EMDR (eye movement desensitization and reprocessing) without meaningful improvement. My family is desperate, and my spouse is considering leaving because they cannot handle watching me deteriorate. I have been psychiatrically hospitalized four times in the past year for suicidal ideation.
Should I consider electroconvulsive therapy, transcranial magnetic stimulation, or ketamine treatments?
Are there experimental therapies or clinical trials I should explore?
I am running out of hope and treatment options.
Please suggest.
Thank you.
Hello,
Welcome to icliniq.com.
I have read your query and can understand your concern.
You are facing a deeply challenging and complex case of treatment-resistant depression, and everything you have described, from the high PHQ-9 (patient health questionnaire-9) score and weight loss to suicidal ideation and functional decline, reflects how severely this illness is affecting your life.
Given your extensive history with failed medication trials at therapeutic doses and the lack of meaningful response to multiple evidence-based psychotherapies, it is appropriate to consider advanced interventions. Electroconvulsive therapy is one of the most effective treatments for severe, treatment-resistant depression, especially in cases involving suicidal ideation, psychomotor slowing, and significant functional impairment.
Despite stigma or fear surrounding it, ECT (electroconvulsive therapy) is often life-saving and has a well-established safety profile in properly monitored settings. Transcranial magnetic stimulation is another noninvasive option and is FDA (food and drug administration) approved for depression, though it may be less effective in more severe cases like yours.
Ketamine or esketamine treatments are promising alternatives that can work rapidly in reducing suicidal thoughts and severe depressive symptoms by targeting the glutamate system rather than traditional monoamine pathways. These are increasingly used for patients like you who have not responded to conventional treatments.
Considering clinical trials is also worthwhile; many academic centers are researching novel therapies, including Psychedelics such as Psilocybin, vagus nerve stimulation, deep brain stimulation, and newer neuroplasticity-targeted medications. You should not have to navigate this alone. Seeking evaluation at a specialized mood disorder or treatment-resistant depression clinic may open up access to these advanced treatments.
I hope this answers your query.
Let me know if I need to assist you further.
Thank you.
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Answered byDr. Ashraf Ghani
Medically reviewed byDr. K. Shobana
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