Recently my cat died, and it was two months old. I was devasted. It made me confused because recently, around six months my close friend's mom also died. But I did not care about it. It sounds horrible, and I know it, but I did not feel any sympathy. Why I am more upset for her? I never meant it. But why am I more upset about the cat? I have always been like this whenever there was a disaster or terrorist attack. Deep down, Iam not care, but if I came to know about any suicidal attempt, then I am sympathetic. I am too scared to talk about this with someone I know, so I am not sure if this is normal. I am just overthinking. Can you explain?