Hi doctor,
I suffer from agoraphobia, and getting out is difficult for me, but my stomach problems have worsened this condition. It has now got to the point that I am scared to eat anything hours before I go out as I am so concerned about losing control of my bowels with diarrhea (which has happened before). After that, I am frightened to eat anything at all. I have diarrhea often, and it comes on suddenly without warning. I usually run to the toilet, so I do not want to be in any place where there is no toilet. I have tried cutting everything out of my diet and making different changes, but nothing works.
My stomach hurts very often. This problem started around 20 years ago. My GP sent me to a gastroenterologist at the hospital. The doctor there asked me a few questions and recommended fiber supplements and an SSRI as he diagnosed IBS. Unfortunately, the supplement went straight through me, and the SSRI caused panic attacks leading to the development of the panic disorder. So it often happens that after having a meal, and within five minutes to one hour, I will have to run to the toilet. It is almost always very loose bowel movements or diarrhea, but the stools are often very yellow. But the urge to go to the toilet is sudden and immediate. I have mistaken this sensation for gas and bloating in the past and tried to pass gas, resulting in me soiling myself, but I do not know if this is psychological as I am so concerned about diarrhea.
I have been asking my GP about this for 20 years, and they tell me it is happening because I am anxious or that it could be due to the other medications I take. So I reported all the events to my GP two months ago again. He said to try the IBS drug Mebeverine. But this has not helped too. So I went to another GP, and they did some blood tests (which I shall attach). After looking at the results, they increased my Atorvastatin from 20 mg to 80 mg.
My cholesterol and triglycerides have always been high, so are my mother's and my grandfather's. So the plan at the moment is to tackle this problem with the increased 80 mg of Atorvastatin. For around 20 years, I mostly had loose bowels, sudden urgency to go toilet, fecal incontinence, and episodes of stomach pain. However, I am trying to lose weight. I am often exercising and concentrating on cardio workouts. It is hard to go out to exercise when you have constant loose bowels and you are frightened to be away from a toilet. The doctors want me to improve my diet, but if I eat fruits, vegetables, legumes, oats, or wheat, I run to the toilet.
I have asked my GP if this could be bile acid malabsorption, and they have told me that this is all due to my weight and medication. But that cannot be true as this has been happening for 20 years. It happened to me when I was 80 kg and at 130 kg. It happened before I was on these current medications that I take,
1. Tablet Pregabalin 300 mg twice daily.
2. Tablet Atorvastatin was 20 mg daily, raised to 80 mg.
3. Tablet Escitalopram 10 mg once daily.
4. Tablet Mebeverine 135 mg thrice daily.
5. Tablet Mirtazapine 30 mg once daily.
6. Tablet Propranolol 40 mg once daily.
7. Tablet Quetiapine 25 mg once daily.
I have also taken SSRIs and Benzodiazepines in the past.
So is there anything you can suggest? Is there anything obvious that appears to you? I cannot even go to the local hospital to visit a specialist anymore, as my agoraphobia is so bad now. Leaving my street sometimes is impossible, and all consultations with my GPs are now over the phone.
Is there anything you can suggest for me?
Please help.