Hello doctor,
Since elementary school, I have had a history of severe migraine attacks with aura, accompanied by nausea and vomiting. In high school and college, the attacks occurred yearly, sometimes monthly, and even weekly or thrice a week. During these attacks, I experience intense throbbing and pulsating pain, so severe that at times, I find myself bumping my head into the wall. The pain is so excruciating that I would cry for hours and vomit repeatedly. I have noticed vision problems, with black spots in my peripheral vision when I look to the left, right, up, or down with only my eyes moving. This has been happening for more than five years now. I am also sensitive to light, and exposure to bright lights often worsens my headaches. The intensity of my headaches varies, ranging from 4/10 to 9/10, but during severe migraine attacks with aura, nausea, and vomiting, it can reach unbearable levels (1000/10).
For the past two months, in addition to the symptoms mentioned above, I have been experiencing tiny twitches throughout my body, sometimes on my scalp. Persistent nausea is a constant issue for me, and I often suffer from stiff neck and neck pain. I experience either clusters, thunderclaps, or tension headaches every day. I am highly sensitive to noise, and loud noises can trigger my headaches. Additionally, I hear a very tiny noise in my ears oftentimes. (Right now, I can hear it louder than any sounds I try to listen to). I frequently feel pain behind my eyes and experience double vision.
Throbbing, pulsating, and tightening pain are common features of my headaches. Sometimes I can feel a sudden flicking sensation, possibly in a vein in my brain (I am not so sure). My memory has been declining, and I now struggle to remember minor details such as terms or names of things. My blood pressure is 112/77 mmHg.
As of now, I am preparing for my exams. While I have not experienced any severe migraine attacks with aura recently, I am continuously suffering from persistent daily headaches since the start of my review. These headaches are characterized by pain behind either the left or right eye, discomfort in the eyebrows, pain between my eyebrows, pain in the front and back of my head, and discomfort in my scalp. Additionally, I experience pulsating pain on the left, right, or top side of my head, often accompanied by twitching in my scalp and other parts of my body. Moreover, I tend to get headaches immediately when I do not understand a topic, even if it is a simple problem. Currently, I am not taking anything for my headaches, but I am drinking tea, specifically chamomile and honey infusion tea. I am also considering trying ginkgo biloba as a potential remedy. Last month, I tried taking paracetamol for relief, but it did not have a significant effect. So far, only an eye test has been performed.
I have consulted various doctors, but they have only prescribed pain relievers, which I believe I should not take every day. Financial constraints have made it challenging for me to seek further medical attention, and I genuinely feel that there is something significantly wrong with me. I always have a sense that there might be an underlying issue within my brain that requires treatment. I am seeking your help as I have been increasingly overwhelmed by depression, and it is disheartening that no one seems to believe in my symptoms. It is so hard to find a neurosurgeon here in my province, and my only resort is to get consultation online. Please suggest what to do next, whether I need to have a scan or not. I do not want to suffer from these things for the rest of my life.
Thank you.