How to cope with anxiety and anger issues after delivery?

Hello doctor,

My age is 23, and my husband is 29. I have a 1-year-old baby. After my delivery, I had some problems in my family created by my mother-in-law. At that time, my husband left his job, and so, there was some distance between us. So, I felt very bad, and I used to get angry over small things and fight with my mom over silly things.

After 4 months, my hubby got a job in a new location. When my baby was 5 months old, my husband asked me to live with my in-laws. I was not willing to go there because of my mother-in-law, so we fought. But later, I agreed to stay with her. But I faced torture, and my mother-in-law scolded me for everything. She did not take care of my child, and she insults me every day. So, my husband decided to take my baby and me along with him to a new place.

My mother-in-law fought very much, but my husband supported me in that situation. Then, I went along with my husband to the new place and got settled there. I was happy, and I thought everything was good. I used to get angry over small things, and later, I pardoned him. One day, we went shopping, and on the way back home, we met with a small accident. I thought a car had hit my baby and shouted on the road. Also, I missed my husband's wallet.

That incident affected me very much, and after that, I am not willing to go anywhere. In the meantime, my mother had a problem. She had nipple discharge, and so, doctors asked her to check for cancer. I was very much worried about that. I cannot able to sleep at night. After so many tests, doctors said that it was not cancer, but a duct problem that had to be removed. Then, I had that tension also about my mom's surgery. All these things again made me very depressed.

Now, my behavior is not good, and I can feel that. I even get angry with small things with my husband. I am always thinking about something, mostly my mother-in-law's fight, and I am scared of small things. I broke my husband's mobile and feel guilty for that. I do not know what to do.

Also, my husband loses control sometimes and is under stress. Because of his mom and dad, we are facing this trouble. I cannot share these things with anyone. My friends are thinking that I am leading a happy life. I do not know how to come out of this. I visited a psychiatrist and he said that I have mild depression. But, I do not think so.

Please help us.

Thank you doctor,

I can understand. But, nowadays I am not interested in anything, even in religious beliefs. The relationship between me and my husband is getting weak. Every weekend there is a fight between us. I feel like I do not have any relaxation and filled up with sadness alone.